Hurt but Healing
They say that love hurts but it heals as well. When the one person I fell in love with decided to finally tell the truth, I broke. Everything froze and I had to remember how to breathe.
And then he was there. My baby brother. My baby. The little guy has perfect timing. Nothing cures like his hugs or his sweet little voice. He is the sun that breaks through my fog. He is my little brother but also my lifesaver. Nothing brings me out of a slump like he does. One question, one hug, one peck on the cheek can make or break me. I am dough in his hands. Always have been but none of that matters because he loves me as I am. That cute little guy is the best family member ever. I love him to death. <3
I’m trying as well. <3 I just hope you decide to stay.
Hey…
Hey Love.
I want you here.
I want to you hold me, cuddle close to me and tell me everything is going to be fine.
I want you to kiss the worries away.
I want you to fend off the nightmares and face the inner turmoil by my side. Together we are unstoppable.
I want you to see everything about me and love me for who I am.
I want you to stay by my side and never leave me.
I want you to look into my eyes when I say “I’m fine” and tell me that I’m not.
I want you to see right through me and call my bluffs.
I want to correct me when I put myself down and remind me why I am unique and powerful.
I want you to be honest.
I want to argue with you.
I want to be me around you.
I want to spend days in the sun with you and play videogames with you when it rains.
I want to laugh with you, cry with you and doing crazy things with you.
I want to support you and be there for you, no matter what you are going through.
I want you to be my best friend.
I want to be your best friend.
I want to be the one person you can bare your soul to.
I want to be the one you can trust no matter what is happening in your life.
I want to be your safe haven.
I want you to be my safe haven.
I want to find your ticklish spots and make you laugh.
I want to lay next to you while you sleep and watch your breathing.
I want to see your smile every moment of everyday.
I want to stay with you through everything. Thick and thin. Pain and joy. Love and hate.
I want you to accept my imperfections and love me for them.
I want you. Just you.
Because you already do all of that and more and there is no amount of words that can describe my thanks. For kissing the fears away. For holding me while I cry. For loving me through my insane moods. For embracing me as I am.
I love you. <3
If you know someone who’s depressed, please resolve never to ask them why. Depression isn’t a straightforward response to a bad situation; depression just is, like the weather. Try to understand the blackness, lethargy, hopelessness, and loneliness they’re going through. Be there for them when they come through the other side. It’s hard to be a friend to someone who’s depressed, but it is one of the kindest, noblest and best things you will ever do.
– Stephen Fry (via skelechitophobia) Via Keep On Moving ㋡Thank You For Everything, Mommy.
Hey Mom.
I know I never talk to you anymore and we can’t get along for long but I have to tell you a couple of things.
Thank you.
Thank you for fighting for me.
Thank you for being there through it all.
Thank you for sacrificing your time to take me to practices and competitions and watching me through it all.
Thank you for tucking me in and holding me through the nightmares.
Thank you for loving me as I am and pushing me to become a better person.
Thank you for saving my life on countless occasions.
Thank you for being loving no matter what I do and what I may say in anger or other extreme emotions.
Thank you for being an amazing mother and for never giving up on me even when I already have. I wish there some way for me to express how thankful I am to you but there are never enough words to express it. You are my perfect mommy and I love you so much, regardless of my inablity to say and show it.
I love you so much, Mommy.
Thank you for all of your sacrifice and efforts. You are the best. <3
by Dave Filoni, who has worked as an animator on Avatar: The Last Airbender, and Star Wars: The Clone Wars
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Waiting…
This is one of my more unhappy posts, I must admit but it’s been on my mind for sometime and it needed to get out.
Yes. I am waiting. Waiting for the day when my amazing boyfriend wakes up and realizes he can do so much better than me.
He’ll find someone who is funnier, smarter, nicer, cuter. They always do, right? He’ll realized that I’m psycho and he’ll leave me for someone more sane and beautiful. He’ll see some side of me he doesn’t like and he’ll find the perfect girl with the perfect… everything. He’ll hear one of my secrets and decided that I’m not worth it and he’ll find that one girl who has it all, including the perfect past with no blemishes. He will find that perfect girl one of these days and I will once again be left where I once stood, alone and afraid, retreating into myself once more.
*sigh* Hasn’t it always been that way? They say they love you and they turn their back on you as soon as the next best thing shows up? Yeah, I’m a bit jaded to think like that but you try doing it time after time and dealing with the same thing, the same feeling, only to return to your usual hopeless romantic self. =/
I know people say you shouldn’t say things like this, it only brings you down, blahblahblah. Well, we all think it. why can’t we admit it?
1. Sex Relieves Stress. A big health benefit of sex is lower blood pressure and overall stress reduction, according to researchers from Scotland who reported their findings in the journal Biological Psychology.
Those who had intercourse had better responses to stress than those who engaged in other sexual behaviors or abstained.
2. Sex Boosts Immunity. Good sexual health may mean better physical health. Having sex once or twice a week has been linked with higher levels of an antibody called immunoglobulin A or IgA, which can protect you from getting colds and other infections.
3. Sex Burns Calories. Thirty minutes of sex burns 85 calories or more. It may not sound like much, but it adds up: 42 half-hour sessions will burn 3,570 calories, more than enough to lose a pound. Doubling up, you could drop that pound in 21 hour-long sessions.
4. Sex Improves Cardiovascular Health. While some older folks may worry that the efforts expended during sex could cause a stroke, that’s not so, according to researchers from England. In a study published in the Journal of Epidemiology and Community Health, scientists found frequency of sex was not associated with stroke in the 914 men they followed for 20 years. The researchers also found that having sex twice or more a week reduced the risk of fatal heart attack by half for the men, compared with those who had sex less than once a month.
5. Sex Boosts Self-Esteem. Boosting self-esteem was one of 237 reasons people have sex, collected by University of Texas researchers and published in the Archives of Sexual Behavior.
“Great sex begins with self-esteem, and it raises it. If the sex is loving, connected, and what you want, it raises it.”
6. Sex Improves Intimacy. Having sex and orgasms increases levels of the hormone oxytocin, the so-called love hormone, which helps us bond and build trust. Researchers from the University of Pittsburgh and the University of North Carolina evaluated 59 premenopausal women before and after warm contact with their husbands and partners ending with hugs. They found that the more contact, the higher the oxytocin levels.
7. Sex Reduces Pain. As the hormone oxytocin surges, endorphins increase, and pain declines. So if your headache, arthritis pain, or PMS symptoms seem to improve after sex, you can thank those higher oxytocin levels.
8. Sex Reduces Prostate Cancer Risk. Frequent ejaculations, especially in 20-something men, may reduce the risk of prostate cancer later in life, Australian researchers reported in the British Journal of Urology International.
But they found men who had five or more ejaculations weekly while in their 20s reduced their risk of getting prostate cancer later by a third.
9. Sex Strengthens Pelvic Floor Muscles. For women, doing a few pelvic floor muscle exercises known as Kegels during sex offers a couple of benefits. You will enjoy more pleasure, and you’ll also strengthen the area and help to minimize the risk of incontinence later in life.
10. Sex Helps You Sleep Better. The oxytocin released during orgasm also promotes sleep, according to research.Do I even need to comment on this one?
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